Into the shadows I have been submerged.
Infinite silence I am encased in.
Inevitable depths I am all around.
Unforgotten memoirs of war, for my country I have fought hard for.
I am in the pit of despair, within myself. I have been submerged within myself.
The flag of my homeland has turned as black as coal.
I travel farther, dig deep within me,
until I uncover revenge.
In the deepest part of mine own soul…
until I am my own enemy.
The sickening sound of my own heart seeking my own heart! My inevitable doubt fleeing from that doubt! My heartless center, at the center of my own chest. My comrades, my friends, every single thing that I have know, shall die in vain. For I have seen my own self without self. I have lost the honor of my own honor- Like a soldier, fighting an invisible war, I am the fog of war that surrounds the fog of war that I fell from the skies from!
I am the inevitable depths of all things unknown, unknown I am a fighter into the horrible depths! And INTO I go! I fell into the fate of no return. The sky bomber, whose wings shoot out from the clouds like an angel, but lay waste to our homeland’s enemies, like death…But just like the drones- I have no mind, I might as well be the drone, as the plane of warfare flies itself.
And it is this way forever. Until war ends. And I am removed from war, to return again back home.
Copyright December 2, 2017